I want to dieI'll slit my throat from ear to ear,I'll watch your party from hell, as you cheer."You okay?" I shake my head.I hate my life, I want to drop down dead.I wonder if she'd care if I died.No, probably not, she knows I lied.I wonder if anyone would.No, probably not, everyone thinks I should.Tell a girl you like her, she'll smile and kiss you.Tell a girl you like her, she'll smile and play with you.Tell a girl you love her, she'll freeze and then leave.Tell a girl you love her, she'll crush your heart, no reprieve.When a girl says she loves you, when she knows she shouldn't.It always confuses me, they always know I couldn't.They back away slowly, scared of what might come next.They back away slowly, knowing that was best left unsaid.They love me, and yet they back away?They love me, and yet they look away?If they really loved me, surely they'd hug me, kiss me.If they really loved me, surely they'd look at me, smile at me.I don't know what goes through girl's minds.How th
A SecretI've got a secret, can you hold it inside of your mind,And keep it safe even if they make you die?My dear friend promise me this,That no matter what it won't pass your lips.This thing that I tell you please keep fast.Don't let it out even when I breathe my last.These words which I've spoken are a token of my trust.Please keep them hidden until your body turns to dust.Swear to me that no matter how they hurt you or scream and rave,That my secret will go down with us to the grave.Lock it in a box and throw away the key,For it will never get taken even when death is where we be.
I hate it. I love it.I hate being in a relationship, I hate having feelings.I guess this is life's payback for all my misdealings.I can shut away the world, shut away the pain, for so long.But as soon as I get a girlfriend, the barrier is gone.I finally have to let someone in, and it tears me inside.I can no longer mask myself, I can no longer hide.I guess this is my payback for letting myself get involved.But I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.I love her smile, I love holding her, she makes everything better.Sometimes, I wish I didn't have feelings, but I need them for her.So I will keep my feelings exposed, I will keep myself emotional.And in turn, I will make this mask vanish, I will make myself unstable.But I can honestly say she is worth it, even if she doesn't think so.Just sometimes, I wish I could hold her and assure her I'll never let go.I hate having emotions, I hate having feelings, I hate being exposed.But well, it's worth it for her, and this my heart knows.